I suffer from anxiety as well and my autism doesn't help it all (not kidding about having Autism by the way). I understand you :) make some meet ups, get fast passes, read a book while in line, look at details, DISTRACT YOURSELF! That's the secret and now I'm passing it on to you :D - Ain1derland  325.5 #499 2:33AM

Aww I hope you are able to return to the parks soon. MW is truly amazing. - Jillian  765.4 #129 1:24AM

There was another member I know of that also had issues with anxiety and crowds. That person also found MW and got up the courage and nerve to come to a small meetup. Once they met a few MWers, they were able to come to slightly larger meetups and they found that once they got to know the group they always had friends at Disneyland and they were able to enjoy their happy place again. Maybe you should try to go to a small group meetup or organize a small one for yourself. - BlueberryCrusader  650.7 #161 1:45AM

coldemerald88, i have been there and currently donig that. I am at least out going to the park now but have not - MintJulep  211.2 #1469 2:30AM

attended a meet up. I tix for the reunion and DO plan on going... a bit breathless thinking about it.. I hope someday you will make it to the park, it would be a pleasure to meet you. I will buy you a Mint Julep to celebrate. good luck - MintJulep  211.2 #1469 2:33AM

Thanks a lot guys u have no idea what that means to me! And one day I hold you to that mint julep, lol. - PanPiratePoppyCock  207.0 #1528 9:14AM

Take it easy while you are there. I agree with the advice about looking at all the details. I hope you get to the park soon. - Sharkgrrl19  202.9 #1584 10:04AM

I'm so sorry that your anxiety holds you back....we are so very lucky to experience this app through other Disneyland lovers like ourselves!! Keep your head up and think good Disney thoughts and I bet one day soon you will be at the parks having an amazing time and also being so proud that you got yourself there!! Hope this becomes a reality for you soon, stay strong! :) - CuriousAsAlice7  30.2 #4373 12:07PM