Oh my, eating healthy all week and I just ate a cupcake. Now I feel gross. On another note I finally left my boyfriend for good. I know better now and never want him again. Never turn back. Its my turn in life.
Starting weight after break up. 197. The highest I have been in 5 years. He put a lot of stress on me in the last six months.
You go Rachel! I don't know your boyfriend, but I'll vote for the cupcake! And it may sound weird, but doesn't it feel good to feel gross after you eat something you know you shouldn't!?! (I hope you know how I mean that!). When that happens to me, I know I've turned a (good) corner! Good for you! - msdizmaui
521.3 #227 12:59AM
I think I know what you mean, lol. Like, after not caring about what you eat for awhile, it feels good to care, lol. - Spoonful_O_Sugar 439.0 #289 9:04AM
Yes I get it.. Since I didn't care for so long it feels good to get my mojo back! - Twinklelashes 144.4 #2419 6:04AM
I'm proud of you! Things will get better. It sounds like you are making a lot of good choices! I'm here for you. - Mrs.mouse
426.0 #306 6:29AM
Good for you! What a great feeling to know you are in control of your life and choices! It is time to relate yourself the way you deserve and by loving yourself others will respond to that! - LisaMouse7531
409.4 #326 7:46AM
Glad you made such a tough decision, MissRachel! Good luck with everything--you're strong and you'll get through it :) - Spoonful_O_Sugar
439.0 #289 9:05AM
Wow, it takes a lot of guts to take charge of you life. Seems to me you are already stronger than you thought you were. You've got this! - D55CR
245.6 #1069 11:22AM
Thanks ladiea. I feel a lot stronger. No tears for him anymore. I just gotta keep posting on here. Need the social life. - miss_rachel
119.4 #2800 1:24PM
Yay for you!!! I got out of a toxic relationship a month ago and I'm feeling better than I have in years. As for the cupcake, remember that feeling for next time and just keep keeping on. You got this:) - supertracy
435.6 #291 8:20AM
Ok call me an enabler but I think break up calls for a cupcake!! Just account for it. Saturday I had the lemon bumblebee one at Hungry Bear since I was in the park alone, however, I did some speed walking back and forth through the parks to compensate, and did core work. Good luck sweetie! - tinkerbella728
175.5 #1954 7:16PM
Hi Rachel!.. I am at my heaviest weight now too!.. You can do this miss independence!..Are you still on spark people?.. I am just tracking and weighing in right now.. Need to get back to my teams! - Twinklelashes
144.4 #2419 6:08AM