I read about so many stars dying young, like Thomas Kinkade, Whitney, Michael. Also people I've known and relatives. Why do I continue to eat bad knowing that it's a step towards a heart attack! I have so much to live for, my kids, grandson, dad, mom, sister, nieces yet Im selfish and don't stop. What will it take! For me to have a heart attack or stroke! I even know obesity can make me more prone to cancer. I know obesity hurts healing if you've had surgery or injured. So why is it again I can't stop! Ugh! I need to remember what I just wrote here, type it and read everyday to remind me why I need to lose weight, eat healthier and exercise!